Sunday, November 4, 2012

Post-Sandy in Retrospect


This past week was insane. As you all very well know, we were hit in NYC pretty badly by Hurricane Sandy early in the week, and things are just getting back to normal. Thank you all of you who emailed/texted/called and left voicemails - it was so nice to hear and read your messages. Thank you for thinking of me.

We just got power back Friday evening after four days without. I know folks who lived through Katrina and its aftermath are probably laughing at us spoiled New Yorkers, but there was nothing quite like walking home from work through this:


 

A picture of Manhattan from the cover of New York magazine: 



The streets were pretty empty, and people who were out carried around flashlights, and I wore this nifty headlamp that I imagine seasoned spelunkers would own. Everyone looked kind of harried and a bit crazed, as we all slowly got used to the lack of light, connection at the touch of my fingertips, warmth, and one too many cold showers. I know, I know...first world problems. 

On the point of lacking instantaneous connection whenever I desired it: one of the most interesting things about this experience was how I received news. I remember the first morning after the storm and without power, I was in one of the few open, but dark, yet packed with worried locals, corner stores looking for back up batteries and extra candles. One guy runs in and says, "What, no newspapers?" and the store owner says, "Nope."So the guy says, "How am I supposed to know what the weather will be like?" And the owner replies, "Look at the sky. Or go back to sleep." This was the beginning of no more news at my fingertips by typing into a search engine. No more myriad of news sources to be bombarded by. No more instant texting (there was no phone service in all of lower Manhattan either) or phone calls. No more emails or Facebook status status updates to obsessively check or tweets to read or photos to see via Instagram. 

Instead, news got around by word of mouth. We heard that we weren't getting power like we'd expected within the next one or two days because someone overheard in a conversation in the street that a generator or two had blown up on Monday night. My flatmates and I exchanged news, rumors, hope and despair gathered from our individual romps around the city over votive candles strewn around the living room every evening to get as updated as possible. We also spent a lot of time playing charades, watching movies together after barely being able to charge our computers by trekking uptown during the day, cooking for each other because thank god our stove was gas-powered and the fridge was full of quickly spoiling food, and just talking to each other instead of holing up in our rooms with our precious internet and computers, too busy reading about everyone and everything else to care about each other, like we normally do. It was amazing to be cut off from social media. I highly recommend it.

Pre-Sandy movie/game night: 


Post-Sandy movie/game night: 


I also went into work every day last week except on Tuesday right after the brunt of the storm on Monday evening. We huddled around in freezing conference rooms and held meetings by candlelight, and kept our coats and hats on in the office Here's my company's blog post about our efforts this past week: http://www.noom.com/blog/2012/11/01/up-and-running-in-the-dead-zone/

Luckily, most of my coworkers weren't too affected except by lack of power in the wake of Sandy, but one of us was by Coney Island and is still unable to return home. As you probably heard, many burroughs outside of Manhattan are still reeling from Sandy, and here's an example of one building actually in Manhattan (taken on my way to work) of a building whose facade just literally fell off:


But like I said, things are slowly getting back to normal. Avenue A (my street) is once again noisy and bustling with cars honking and overflowing bars. The guy with the bongo drums has reinstalled himself in the park across the street despite the now freezing cold weather, and so I hear his beat reverberate all night long again. Many restaurants are still closed, especially the ones in the avenues next door, B and C, which were evacuated because of flooding, but corner stores and getting restocked and the dog run at the park next door is again full of hyper-active dogs who were probably more restless than their human owners during this blackout. 

A video of the reaction after the power came back on Friday in the East Village:
such joy there was in the streets that evening. I couldn't even tell you how strange and wonderful it was to see so many New Yorkers smiling in the streets. 

And Fernando and I celebrated to the restoration of power the only way we know how, with giant steaks:

Saturday, October 20, 2012

A Blur


Another one taken from the SKEM blog -- this one is mostly so JenHen can see :)
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10/3/2012

This month has been nuts. Since I'm the company's recruiter, September (back-to-school month) really kicks my ass. There's a ton of school visits, interview scheduling and just logistics mania in general. On top of that, we had one of our off-site events, on-site - meaning, instead of renting a house somewhere not in NYC, we decided to stay in the city and do much of our brainstorming by pushing our desks up against the walls in harem style-tents. Tents that a few of us came in to construct over the weekend. One of them, we called the "sombrero love nest". Maybe these pics will help explain why:


Startups. So random and so awesome. So randomly awesome.

We also went to Greenwich Island in Connecticut for a day trip, which was literally an island. A really nice getaway from the city. Here's a picture of my company (I realize I may not have really talked a whole lot about my company before, but they've become a pretty big part of my life): 


But aside from seasonal recruiting madness, Fernando came to visit the city late this month. He decided to come into town for a startup career fair, and I asked him to stay a bit longer to help me recuperate after my wisdom teeth surgery...coming up this Friday argh. I have four big honkin impacted ones coming out, and I'm expecting to be delirious for most of the weekend hah 

Well, I thought I had more exciting things to post aside from my company and my wisdom teeth, but this month has just been such a blur. There is one more thing I'd love to share with you guys, and I hope you don't judge, but have y'all heard Carly Rae Jepsen's new CD? IT'S AMAZING and free on Spotify. I highly recommend that you blast it wear heels and a glass of wine and just dance in front of your mirror tonight. 

love, 
sLee
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Update: the wisdom teeth procedure went by without a hitch. Big ass doses of ibuprofen, a comical ice pack that wrapped around my head like I was suffering from mumps, and few delirious nights with Oxycodone made the whole recuperation process pretty painless and easy. 

NYC: A Snapshot


What I'm listening to: A Fine Frenzy - "Sailingsong", "Electric Twist", "New Heights"
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This is a post taken from the SKEM blog as well.


Where: Madison Square Garden
Exactly where: perched on a bench dedicated to "Missy" Nord Haggerty and her dog Cosimo

It's a beautiful Saturday afternoon. The kind of cloudless day that comes only after a muddy grey day of thunderstorms and sticky humidity. It's sweater weather, and the park is lovingly dappled by the sun. Every so often, a chilly breeze rustles through the still-green leaves on the trees while the fallen leaves on the stone walkway, those first casualties of autumn, scatter across my bare toes. This is as placid as Manhattan gets - the incessant buzz of traffic rolls on in the background, sounding almost like an ocean or the whir of an air conditioner.

This bench is perfectly positioned. There's enough warmth from the sunlight laced through the foliage above, and I'm in one of the park's many optimal people-watching posts. Feeling slightly like a hipster, I take out my Moleskine because I want to remember this moment and share it. A flashmob has just materialized to my left by the fountain. Cheers erupt and passersby-turned-photographers flash a staccato of bright lights. Meanwhile, just like out of the movies, Frank Sinatra's "New York, New York" comes blaring from old speakers to my right, where also, the smell of Shake Shack's burgers comes wafting. The prospect of picking up a salty caramel custard from here lingers in the back of my mind, but I don't want this moment to end. This bench is coveted, and I don't want to lose it just yet.

Stylish younger ladies walk by in the NY fall uniform: tight black pants, knee high leather boots (preferably by Tory Burch), and a chambray shirt. Older couples pass by with baguettes poking out of paper grocery sacks from Mario Batali's Eataly next door - the makings of a perfect picnic. Younger couples walk by hand in hand, enjoying the day's rose-colored lenses. Lone tourists with embellished jean pockets and hefty cameras hurry by, map of NYC in hand. Dogs of all kinds trot by: grouchy mini schnauzers, white coated samoyeds, weimaraners, stout French bulldogs, spoiled little Yorkies, Australian collies, and blue-eyed mutts. Three different men of varying degrees of hipster saunter by with their guitars. And of course, a few crazies mutter by. One man yells at the trashcan next to my bench, calling Frank Sinatra an asshole who never gets off the stage. Another babbles gibberish into a broken Nokia phone. No matter where you are in NYC, you can't avoid the crazies, but I couldn't imagine it any other way.

Moments like this make me feel like I could live in NYC forever.






-SLee

Monday, September 3, 2012

taken from the SKEM blog

for my own records...in case anything happens to the SKEM blog.


Hey there SKEM,

long time no post. I hope this means that you've all had really amazing and busy summers :) Since it's Labor Day today, and I didn't know I had work off (doh!), I'll regale you all with my summer tales...

I'm not sure where to begin, so I guess I'll start with an update of today. This morning, Fernando packed his bags and flew home to LA. Finding a job in NYC was just not happening this summer. He applied and applied, and didn't hear back from anyone...not even a no. Just silence. Which is ironic and maddening, especially in a city that is so fucking loud all the god damn time. So, we both decided that it was no longer a positive experience for him to stay in a city that in and of itself grinds people down - can you imagine what it does to someone who is already demoralized? I told him to go home on Friday - regroup, remember that he's not a piece of shit, and surround himself with family. He left many things here, like: his grey suit and half of my closet full of shirts, a chewbacca doll, his diploma, a book on samurai swords, his beloved leather jacket, and two giant suitcases full of clothes, so I know he'll be back..we just don't know when.

In any case, summer in this city with Fernando has been great. Of course it simultaneously felt and didn't feel like summer to me. This having a job business is certainly still weird to me. What, we don't get summer break now? Even last summer felt like summer even though I was working at least 200x harder hahaha -- and this was because I was still on a college campus and in Boston, which of course was an amazing experience in all of its empty glory. This summer was still summer-y in the sense that I felt like there were more tourists around and less NYU drunkie freshmen running around in the East Village. I can't tell which is the lesser evil, honestly. It was also felt more summer-y because the hookah bar across the street was bumping all night long, every night. Thank god for my ear deafening $60 air conditioner bought second-hand off of the craigslist. It drowned out almost every noise coming from outside. Of course, it also meant I could not hear for the life of me whatever I happened to be watching on Netflix and now can't watch anything without subtitles, even if the volume is perfectly fine. But I digress.

This summer was lovely. And it was pretty low key. I didn't do anything crazy, and we didn't travel anywhere, except for our first romp in the south at the beginning of the summer - a trip that still makes me smile so huge even just thinking about it for a second (which, btw, Eleri, please please share those Chattanooga pics!! I don't have enough photos with you guys, and I would love to see those :) thaaaanks and I know I've asked you like a million times already this summer for them hehe). This summer was filled with a lot of after work walks home in the NYC humidity; lots of post-work beers and purple-lipped evenings with wine while watching King of the Hill; a few refreshing hours in movie theatres watching the many summer blockbuster hits; the several walks a day to the dog park next door imagining what the tall, loping greyhound is thinking as it walks by the stout french bulldog named "Funions" and poking fun at the incredibly ugly yet adorable brussels griffons hold their own against the army of malty-poos; an evening in Central Park staring up at the sky, surrounded by thousands of other New Yorkers listening to the NY Philharmonic; another evening in Central Park watching M83 do what hipsters do (apparently not much); a few all-nighters dancing to the likes of Madeon and Eric Prydz and like true New Yorkers complaining about all the "bridge-and-tunnel" folks fist-pump their nights away; lots of restaurant discoveries around Alphabet City and 2am meals at the yakitori place on St.Mark's as we dodge drunken hordes of stiletto wielding gaggles or pitbull owning vagrants...it was a lot of routine, and it was too short.

I went home once in August for my dad's 60th birthday celebrations and saw the ocean, which was soothing and nostalgia-inducing. Watching the surfers, the beautiful, tan women glide through the sand and the convertibles and crisp, dry heat (as opposed to the East Coast muggy humidity) made me wonder why anyone, including myself, left LA. I also went back to Wellesley and stayed at the college club, the one weekend there wasn't a wedding going on, and walked around the lake in high-humidity; ate at Lemon Thai as soon as we arrived; drove to Target and the Natick Mall; picked up late-night ice cream from Wellesley Town (can you guys believe there's now a J.P. Licks in Wellesley?!?! And it's open late!!); walked around the campus; talked a pre-frosh who had already decided on Cornell to reconsider Wellesley and when I realized it was too late, told her 8 year old sister to remember how beautiful the campus is and try to come back even if she doesn't want to be a Wellesley woman; visited the CWS just to see what was going on; wrote a note and left it on my Arabic professor's office door; sat in the Lulu and stared wistfully into Punch's Alley; and took moonlight walks around the empty campus. Such space, I've never appreciated until I learned to stare past people even if you're squished in a metro and are just barely kissing someone's chin.

Well...that's enough nostalgia I guess. I'm going to go stare at some dogs, get some groceries and try to enjoy this newfound solitude. Miss you guys...and do tell. What did you do this summer?

-SLee

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Pitch Black

as always. But really, since when?

I don't remember always feeling this way about my life. I don't remember such periods of raw, desolate fury.

Today, we had another silent screaming match. Another rapidly pounding on the keyboard while tears well up because I can't raise my voice over a polite, public decibel. Because I am at work. Because I'm an adult. Because I should fucking know better.

How strange then, that after an hour of unspilled tears and barely checked rage, my voice has left me. It comes out scratched and uneasy as if scraped violently against a granite wall.

I need space - space to breathe; space to grow; space to sprawl; space to be adventurous; space to learn; space to fall. But I have no space because I don't know how to be productive anymore with so much space. In fact, I don't know how to be productive alone. I don't allow myself to be alone. I don't allow myself to have so much space. What was once placid solitude has become distorted as needless isolation. But I so need it. My sanity depends on it.

What little sanity is left, at least. Reality is constantly distorted, exaggerated, assumed, fabricated and then painted pitch black. Just so it matches everything else I see.

But things weren't always pitch black. I don't think things were always or even a little pitch black. Some dark moments here and there, but I thought I grew up. I thought that was just teenage angst clawing away at the rigid cage of self-doubt and pubescent shame. But it's back, with a vengeance.

And this time, furrows become deep, jagged creases. Stressful instants manifest in sunken cheeks and eyes like daggers. Work transforms into caved in shoulders and a crooked, lifeless, uncertain semblance of a smile. Sometimes I can't even recognize myself. Sometimes, I marvel. Most times, I turn away before I have to realize it's me.

And this exchange is all too common.
You say, "you are my light in this world."
I wish I had a better answer than "yes, and yet, all I see is pitch black."

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

A night in Brooklyn


6 months in Manhattan

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Reflections on 2011

2011...you came and went so fast. some thoughts of mine. fragmented.

  • a few nights free of guilt in sin city - more of a highlight, less of a harbinger.
    • "welcome to my communa" - we will go back to your communa. 
    • an acrobatic spectacle - too much alcohol to remember much but the fire. 
    • fake eyelashes and glitter. for once, I enjoyed the glitz. 
  • a trip to New Zealand. 
    • a jump that was less enlightening than frightening. 
    • the strongest urge to get away. An impetus I'll never forget. 
  • an email exchange and a plane ticket bought - I never looked back. 
    • rediscovering a city that I spent too little time in. 
    • frat house headquarters on Dartmouth street, Hannaford's, afternoon walks in the park watching baseball games and wistful teenagers, our hands held in summer downpours, shivering in 8-hour stints in the library while the New England heat and humidity blazed outside, chats and beers on the porch, fights in Floyd, lighting up cigarette after cigarette after cigarette.. 
    • thirty pounds lost - anger and stress took its place.
    • a fourth of July to remember with fireworks lighting up the hot summer night over the Charles River. 
    • meanwhile, a book was slowly written. meanwhile, a revolution unraveled in North Africa and the Middle East. 
  • a visit to New York City. harmless. without intention. a job offered, and a scramble to understand Manhattan realty. 
    • alphabet city. incessant horns and sirens. lights that never turn off. 
    • BYOD Tuesdays. And a tradition is born.
    • an apartment. my apartment. rent to be paid.
    • two years forged. a future mists on the far horizon.
    • re-enlistment, meaning painfully long nights. meaning hushed screaming matches. inhaling the embers on cigarette after cigarette after cigarette...




2011, you were surprisingly a year full of light. a harsh, jarring, neon, evanescent light.

2012, you are my year. please be my year. I won't let you come back to me in 2013 and only remember disjointed bits and pieces splintered by the unforgiving glare. flashes of light here and there to cast shameful beams on the fury taking refuge in the dark.

I want you to stay illuminated for me. glow warmth and happiness. not scathing humor. radiate genuine. joy. already there are lovely evenings in the soft, gauzy glow on 82nd and fifth.

and you. thank you for helping me hold it together. and by it, I mean all those pieces.

(this was supposed to be a fun exercise, and I'm sorry to see that my 2011 came out this way.)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

The Arab Spring comes to Israel and a Third Intifada?

so much shit is about to go down. I wish I had more time to write more about this, but I leave you with these articles:

http://www.foreignpolicy.com/articles/2011/05/16/the_arab_spring_comes_to_israel

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/05/17/world/middleeast/17mideast.html?ref=world

Friday, May 13, 2011

name change

Dear anyone who reads me anymore,
I'm changing my blog name to stacysami.blogspot.com!

Back in the game

It's been a while since I've felt that I had anything interesting to write about, but I was just reminiscing about that van ride across the Sinai more than two years ago (and how dangerous it could have been in retrospect..) and thought I'd give an update about things going on in my life right now.

As you can tell from the pictures on the side of my screen, I have already graduated from Wellesley at this point and am in that strange limbo stage in between life stages. While I started this blog as a way to keep my friends and family updated on my travels during my junior year abroad, I think I will continue to write even just for myself.

After I officially received my degree this past January (and will finally receive my diploma at the end of this month), I moved back home to Los Angeles to spend some time with my family and to "figure out the next step". Quite honestly, this time was mostly spent sleeping, watching netflix and chatting on skype with F who was back in Boston for school. I also spent a majority of the time smoking and waiting for the grad school deadlines to pass, so that I would have that excuse to continue procrastinating on that damn personal essay. This time was so tedious. It was terrible, and I felt terrible because what a waste my Wellesley degree felt like when I felt like I had nothing to show for it. The worst part was, so much was going on in the Middle East (Arab Spring, anyone?), and I seemed to have little to no interest as to what was going on. The Jasmine Revolution and Ben Ali's departure blew up the frontpage of newspapers when I was in Utah for my cousin's wedding, and I didn't give it more than a glance. The wedding and the sweet lodgings were too much to handle for my lazy mind. Soon afterwards, the revolution in Egypt erupted.

My brother would occasionally ask me what was going on in Egypt, and I would just shrug and continue surfing through funny pictures on reddit. It was a pretty shitty feeling to have graduated from college as Middle Eastern Studies major and upon the most exciting time in the Middle East, I did everything but care. Finally, one day, I was flipping through the channels when I stopped on CNN and saw the image of Tahrir Square. And immediately, I thought, holy shit, I spent every night while I was in Cairo sitting on the curbs looking into that square. I guess then I realized that I should care because I cared enough to do just about anything to find myself there. When Mubarak finally stepped down 18 days later in early February, I kept up with the news and read the various pundits' analysis/opinions, but by a mid-February trip to Las Vegas, my mind was already back in its hammock while the part of my brain that was momentarily galvanized by the image of Tahrir Square was already gathering cobwebs.

For my mom's birthday in early March, my mom and I along with my aunt decided to pay a visit to their cousin down in New Zealand. It was to be a time to rest for my mom after a hectic and draining Valentine's day and to celebrate her birthday with one of her best friends (being her cousin). We spent a little over two weeks in New Zealand. Our base was the cousin's home in Auckland, and we spent much of the first week "exploring" the north island, meaning we got on a korean tour bus and visited tourist sites. It was, pretty boring and the furthest thing to the way I like to travel. Auckland is a beautiful city, but it is way too small and slow for me. The highlight of north island was when I went bungee jumping above Lake Taupo. Jumping into that aqua blue abyss was exhilarating but didn't offer me the clarity or revelation I'd hoped a suicide-like act would give me. Honestly, it scares me how fast I jumped off that platform, but I'll admit, it was fucking scary free-falling-there was no possible time for my brain to process a revelation let alone remind myself to breathe.

The next week we spent, once again touring, although it was more like a private tour, which was pretty awesome, in south island. Now, south island is, I realize, why most people even go to New Zealand. It's absolutely breathtaking. I think every scene could have been the backdrop to the Lord of the Rings movies. As a big fan myself, although not the biggest, I enjoyed myself immensely on this portion of the trip. Queenstown was unreal.

Aside from the travels, though, I was still pretty down in the dumps about the status of my life. Actually, I was not in a great mental state throughout the trip either. My parents kept telling me to use this time wisely by really figuring out what I wanted to do for the rest of my life-no easy feat. And my brother kept telling me that in no other time in my life would I have so much time to do nothing and not have to worry about money. My friends who were working all assured me that they wished they'd spent some time off after graduating (like me) instead of jumping into the job-world. But, I must not be very creative because every single day of that break felt wasted. I wrote to my SKEM crew from Wellesley:
"I wish that I woke up every morning with a fight to win and tasks to accomplish towards a greater goal-whatever it may be. I really need that again in my life."

All I needed was one good friend to tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself, to stop wallowing in my own self-pity and self-hate. I was using my own passivity, laziness, and inability to follow through on inspiring yet fleeting moments as excuses to why the world hated me. And I thank her for being so brutally honest. Because after that night of a good scolding-turned pep-talk, I woke up the next morning and submitted a cover letter and resume to work as a research assistant for a professor working on Islam and international politics.

Not even a week later, I was back in Boston and back in the game.

Next post: why this job is nourishing my soul while killing me slowly.

Friday, July 30, 2010

random post I didn't post last fall 2010

The summer has flown by again-fast as ever.

I'm back in Los Angeles spending my time between sitting in bumper-to-bumper traffic that would put parking lots to shame while juggling a cigarette and a mug of scalding coffee, or straining to pay attention to my irrelevant anecdotally inclined professor ramble on about meeting porn stars with tropical fruit allergy rashes in Belize in a freezing classroom at Santa Monica College at 8 am, or nodding off while perched on a precarious stool in front of an ancient computer at mom's flower shop whittling away the hours until 6 pm only to sit in more traffic puffing away and occasionally shaking my fist at the cars next to me.

Despite this summer of marine biology classes and GRE prep classes and driving back and forth and across Los Angeles in ridiculous traffic during all hours of the day, there have been several noteworthy, truly "summer-y" moments interweaved through the routine tedium.
  • 1 lb. ground Lamb
  • 1 lb. ground Beef (20% fat)
  • 1/4 cup chopped Onion
  • 1 tsp chopped Thyme
  • 1 tsp minced Garlic
  • 1 tsp Sharmula (cumin, cardamum, ginger)
  • t tsp Harira
  • 1 tsp Salt
  • 1 Tsp Olive Oil

Monday, March 15, 2010

שכונה שלי

I spent much of last summer on my bike.

There's nothing quite like a long bike ride through the cool breeze at twilight as the unbearable valley heat ebbs and the sky streaks a deep auburn across the horizon into a lush golden lavender that beckons a deep blue balmy night. I pop my head phones in and a soundtrack accompanies my solitary ride through the smooth back roads of the neighborhood.

Cars whiz by, wistful couples stroll hand in hand, intrepid joggers weave through the mostly sparse foot-traffic, kids with scooters wearing colorful, goofy helmets haphazardly dodge other pedestrians as their exasperated parents chase after them dragging their overtired miniature dogs, and fellow bike riders switch on their blinking night lights as the neon sun expires beneath the cool blanket of night.

Most times I stick to this road that parallels the busy, honking mess that is Ventura Boulevard because it offers a mobile serenity much needed after a long, sticky day stuck on the 405 or the 101. Sometimes I bike through and to the park where I spent so many of those summer afternoons spread across the grassy knolls listening to the chorus of ducks and geese, gliding through the nostalgic haze of summer time barbecue smoke only to reappear on the other side onward past a somnolent golf course where I spent weekends of my youth lugging around my cumbersome clubs.

I've been a valley girl, if you will, for more than a decade now, and it's still a facet of my identity that surprises me despite the vehement pride I unhesitatingly express for the valley to the chagrin and mocking incredulity of other, "real" Angelenos.

Having grown up in the heart of Hancock Park on the edge of Beverly Hills where I spent the formidable years of my childhood collecting leaves and roly polies with Tiffany in the backyard, my move to the valley some eleven years ago still seems just like yesterday. Much of highschool was spent at Blue Cafe, the drive-thru of In-N-Out and couches at friend's houses. I walked and ran with Polly every night for six of the past ten or so years, but I never ventured much further than my usual route, and if I did, it was only within a block radius of my house. It was only recently, during my short vacation bouts at home that I really started to explore my neighborhood.


Maybe it was my time spent abroad for a year, especially the time spent in Israel that has opened my eyes to the substantial presence of Israelis in my neighborhood, but whatever it was, I've noticed more than ever before, the Middle Eastern tang that permeates this stretch of Ventura between Winnetka and Hayvenhurst.

I'd always known there were many Persians in my neighborhood because most of my neighbors seemed to have these beautiful, exotic yet difficult to pronounce names. And I knew of the Jewish presence because of the Orthodox jews who would walk to the temple in front of my house every Saturday. However, I don't think I was aware of the extent of this Mid-Eastern presence in my neighborhood and on my daily life. Maybe all along it was subliminal messages that surrounded me for all those impressionable years of highschool that pushed me to learn Arabic as soon as I entered college and then find myself traveling through the Middle East. Mom, there's your explanation!

Having come back home after such an incredibly difficult and wonderful semester in Israel, nothing made me happier than having uncharacteristically taken the Ventura route one day on my bike to rediscover my neighborhood with the addition of Hebrew interspersed with Farsi along every block and at each corner Starbucks.

I spent a solid week biking up and down Ventura capturing the best and most typical scenes and images that represent what really is a taste of the Middle East in who knew?, the valley. Let me share with you these vignettes I so cherish into my neighborhood. And man, that's real LA when you can find a kosher sushi bar, and a random Korean girl can read the Arabic script on your Farsi signs and tell you she met your uncle, the one that drives a taxi, in Eilat last January.

Welcome to my hood-we even have our own Aroma!


Friday, March 12, 2010

Let's start this again

Woke up this morning feeling less than fabulous. Thus, I'm still frolicking in my pajamas listening to John Mayer, and I've never quite appreciated how nice barefoot and flannel feel in lieu of the usual scratchy slacks and hells (excuse me, I meant heels) on an early friday afternoon.

It's almost been a year since I've updated this blog, and it's quite sad because I come up with post ideas more often than I have the time for. I'll come to this page every so often ready to write, but then I reminisce about all those past posts that never were, and I get disheartened and then distracted by something on perezhilton.com (LaLoca did what?) or by mama checking in to ask if I'm eating (yes.), then if I've gained weight (maybe.). And of course, school started again for me this past year..real school, I mean including all the reading (huh?) and studying (what's that again? No lo ha(th)emos en Cadi, pichaa.).

Since my last post finishing up my roller coaster semester in Cadiz, I took off for two weeks traveling in Italy (with Karia and meeting Jeni in Rome) before spending two last nights in Cadiz eating diablillos and professing our love to the server at Cumbres Mayores, walking up and down the coast with Paco trying to beat the sunset back to downtown and drinking Cruzcampo with the Italians while burying our toes in the cold sand next to the waves.


Returned to Los Angeles, plumper and tanner, around the end of June and spent that summer...wow, I can't even remember what I did that summer that was remotely productive. But that summer was marked by long bike rides at dusk with Arya, lots of movie watching, (re)discovering my hood and trying out different Israeli and Middle-Eastern restaurants, afternoons laughing at ducks at the park while we sprawled across the warm grass, improv comedy shows at the Upright Citizens Brigade, random "Hollywood" nights, hiking on weekends, fires that lasted for days, and long car rides to nowhere because we had nothing to do and nowhere to go. And that was fine.

Nothing could have mentally prepared me for the culture shock I'd feel upon returning to Wellesley. What a rough start that was...this excerpt from an email sums it up nicely:
" Returning to Wellesley was difficult-readjusting to the intense Wellesley bubble, re-acquainting myself with old friends, reassimilating into the community...there was a lot of re-doing going on."

Despite the rough start, last semester at Wellesley could really vie for one of the best. (No, who am I kidding. Second semester sophomore year at Casa was the best.) SKEMjay and Skulls was established, I was going out to Boston at least three to four times a week, I had visitors come share my humble yet cozy abode with a most spectacular view of the lake especially at sunset, visited my St. James' crew down in NYC, drove to Vegas for a weekend of debauchery during Thanksgiving break with Neese and Sean to celebrate my 21st (also when Sean got swine flu LMFAO, sorry dude. Glad you were there!), reconnected with the K-posse from freshman year from insane asylum Freeman, and I met someone, as someone else put it, "just like you, but with eyebrows."

After a whirlwind winter break of numerous family dinners, weekend trips to the mountains so my mom could "see snow", bonfires at the beach and subsequent drinking reunions, lots of driving back and forth across the 101 and the 405 at three in the morning, day trips to Santa Ines and San Diego with long stops at the beach, adventures in the kitchen with some pretty incredible and tasty creations, dates to the museum, the zoo, the bowling alley, the blacklight mini golfing, more visits to downtown LA than ever before in my life, first tattoos and more family hiking and photography trips to Malibu, I scrounged up a place on Craigslist, and here I find myself, on a friday afternoon in mid-March, staring out the window on a rainy, dreary day, still in my pajamas, still listening to John Mayer, in Falls Church, Virginia.

More updating later. I have too many nostalgic thoughts swimming in my head.

ps. miss you lots SKEMjay.
Finish off strong, friends, and see you soon!!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

الأندلس

Tomorrow I have my last final exam, and this truly marks the beginning of the end of my semester in Cadiz.

After my exam, there will be a mad scramble to start packing-packing for a week and a half exploring the culinary prowess that is Italy; and packing the rest of my life away because when I return, another American student will be living in my room. I'll be "upgraded" to spend the last few nights in Cadiz in my host mother's bedroom while she insists that the couch is far more comfortable for her.

It's incredibly muggy outside, so I don't mind spending a few more hours in my pajamas studying in bed. My last exam is for my class on the history of al-Andalus (a.k.a. Muslim Spain) - that "Gem of the World", that paradigm of Convivencia that is ironically invoked by both anti-war advocates and Osama bin Laden.

There is always one quote that blows my mind whenever I come across the topic of al-Andalus. I first heard it on my visit to Alhambra in Granada three years ago and then in a Wellesley Spanish class, and again with this class.

Legend has it that when the last Nasrid King of Granada, Boabdil, surrendered the last Muslim stronghold in Spain, he turned around on the path to exile to look with one last sigh lamenting his lost palace. His mother walking by said:

"Llora, llora como mujer lo que no supiste defender como hombre."
(You cry like a woman for that which you did not know how to defend as a man.")


Damn.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Culture Overload

Soccer victories , white pueblos of Andalucia , biking in Sierra de Grazalema , rooftop birthday barbeques , Moroccan Arabic class , bullfights , Feria de Jerez and all the flamenco dresses, mudejar architecture, flamenco shows, hanging our laundry like true gaditanas, and capoeira performances in leafy plazas.